Sunday, August 02, 2009
The Middle
Hey,
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.

It just takes some time,
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright.

Hey,
You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own,
So don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
For someone else.

- By Jimmy Eat World
aviez scribbled at 8/02/2009 11:41:00 PM - 0 comments
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
wake me up when september ends
well, one thing's for sure - september's certainly long gone..

it's already october, nimwit!

i know, i know.. after a really long slumber/hibernation/migration/irritation, i guess all i can say is that i miss... writing.

yes, my eternal hiatus has left me far too guilty and i also like to think that my brain has become rusty due to the lack of usage. and i'm sure i've lost quite a number of cells up there due to the few instances of actually putting them to good use. so, i figured and felt that maybe, for starters, ranting's the only way to oil the spokes of my intellect. and perhaps, a good reason for me to actually remain sane.

so, cut me some slack, will you. someone's trying to concentrate remembering things here!
now, hush... i need time to recollect my thoughts.

and when i do, you'll be the first to know, definitely.

toodles!
aviez scribbled at 10/14/2008 01:54:00 AM - 0 comments
Monday, April 07, 2008
Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told
aviez scribbled at 4/07/2008 11:07:00 PM - 0 comments
Monday, March 31, 2008
miniature adulthood
Most people say the hardest transition in life is from being an innocent kid to a teenager with raging hormones. I beg to differ.

I think the entire 2 decades of my life so far, I never thought I'd sacrificed so much for my dad until now. All the big guy asked was my commitment. A simple requisition which requires a whole lot of strings to be cut loose.

Welll, try as I might to wriggle free, there's really nothing much I can do about it except sulk and perhaps conform. and sulk some more.

I'd like to think that here's where my one quarts wake-up call and part life training comes in.

I'm already looking forward to what comes next.
NOT!


"You can tell a child is growing up when he stops asking where he came from and starts refusing to tell where he is going."
- Anynomous
aviez scribbled at 3/31/2008 12:26:00 AM - 0 comments
Sunday, March 30, 2008
rants and rambles
I should be effing tired and sleep the hours away. instead i'm stupidly awake at this forsaken hour of the night/morning. i don't even know why.

Random:
I can't believe I actually want to join a dance sport in my later years. Oh, the effect of country club's rubbing on me. This-is-not-good.

More Random:
I have the sudden urge to listen to Snow Patrol


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Has nobody asked you how you are?
You look like you might not last the day
I wouldn't have made it very far
So we'd make a good team right away
I've not made amends for yesterday
My lip won't get me out of it
Waking up dreading hearing tales
Of all of my nightmares being true

I take a breath and grab the phone
Secretly hoping you're not home

And I'll come running for my life
Scramble through these greasy pathways
I can't look up for fear of forwards
I hear your words reverberate

An easy ride is all you said I was

Please try to control your feelings
It doesn't make me want you more
I'm terrified by every vacant
Glance you shoot across my way


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aviez scribbled at 3/30/2008 04:30:00 AM - 0 comments
Thursday, March 27, 2008
sing your life
Walk right up to the microphone
And name
All the things you love
All the things that you loathe


Mama, I'm A Big Girl Now

stop...
stop telling me what to do-o
don't...
don't treat me like a child of two-o
no...
I know that you want what's best
please...
but mother please....give it a rest!

(3x)
stop, don't, no!
please...

mama, I'm a big girl now!

Once upon a time when I was just a kid
You never let me do just what the older kids did
But lose that laundry list of what you won't allow
cause mama, I'm a big girl now! (Oh, Tracy!)

Once upon a time I used to play with toys...
But now I'd rather play around with teenage boys
So if I get a hicky please don't, have a cow!
cause mama, I'm a big girl now!

Ma, I gotta tell you that without a doubt
I got my best dancing lessons from yo-ou
You're the one who taught me how to twist and shout
Because you shout non-stop, and you're so twisted to-o
ooooo

Once I used to fidget cause I just sat home
But now I'm just like Gidget, and I gotta get to Rome
So say arrividicci, toodle-loo, and ciao!
cause mama I'm a big girl now!

oooo
(3x)
stop, don't, no!
please...
mama, I'm a big girl now!

hey mama....
say mama...

Once upon a time I was a shy young thing
Could barely walk and talk so much as dance and sing
But let me hit that stage I wanna take my bow...
cause mama, I'm a big girl now!

OOOOO!
Once upon a time I used to dress up Ken
But now that I'm a woman I like...bigger men
And I don't need a barbie doll to show me how
cause mama I'm a big girl now!

OOOOO

ma, you always taught me what was right from wrong
and now I just wanna give it a try
Mama, I'm been in a nest for far to long!
So please give a push and mama watch me fly!
Watch me fly!

hey mama....
say mama...

One day I will meet a man you won't condemn
And we will have some kids and you can torture them
But let me be a star before I take that vow!
Cause mama, I'm a big girl now
OOO
Mama, I'm a big girl now
Hey, ya, ya, ya, yay
Mama...I'm a big girl...
oo, such a big big girl
I'm a big girl...now...oooo (2x)
(stop don't no please)
mama, I'm a big girl now!
aviez scribbled at 3/27/2008 05:16:00 AM - 0 comments
Monday, March 24, 2008
slosh, gobble, wolf
I've been putting off exercise for a long while now. And since I came back, the only body part of mine that's been doing some calorie-burning is my mouth!

And I won't be surprised if I were to pile on the kilos because it's been outings of eating, eating and more eating. It's really a trend how get togethers almost always end up over a table feast. More likely than not, you'll end up swearing that it'll be the last time you devour something as heavy as that. And the next day, unknowingly, the same cycle happens.

graveyard of prawns


Great balls of bananas indeed.

Okay, let's digress.
Actually, what I enjoy most about food is cooking!
You see, because I'm the kind of cook who would only nibble at her creation and never actually eat what she conjoured up. I can't fully explain that behaviour but it's definitely one helluva good thing to not gain anymore excess pounds.

And I'd admit that I like to concoct on the stove. Quite recently, on two occasions, I was given the privilege to actually help out in a cooking demo and cook up a storm. The former involved more preparatory work and we ended up smelling like fish (I reeked like a skunk!), thanks to the hotel's kitchen ventilation. The other, meanwhile, was less taxing but more worthwhile. Let's just say, it's always nice to do something out of love, eh. But it was really fun- experimenting and 'messing around' in the kitchen.

Mini Cheese Spring Rolls

Beef Lasagna

Grilled Peanut Butter Chicken


At the end of the day, though, anyone would still prefer to be on the receiving end, yeah?
aviez scribbled at 3/24/2008 11:11:00 PM - 0 comments
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
where the story goes
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made;
they can take the music that we'll never play;
they can take the future that we'll never know;
they can take the places that we said we will go;
all the broken dreams take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday...
aviez scribbled at 3/18/2008 01:13:00 AM - 0 comments
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Tonight you're mine completely
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
Will you love me tomorrow?

Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can I believe the magic of your sighs?
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Tonight with words unspoken
And you say that I'm the only one, the only one, yeah
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning star?

I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now, cause I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Will you still love me tomorrow?
aviez scribbled at 3/11/2008 12:22:00 AM - 0 comments
Monday, March 10, 2008
the best you never had
yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken

don't close your eyes,
don't close your eyes

this is your life and today is all you've got now
and today is all you'll ever have

don't close your eyes

yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
aviez scribbled at 3/10/2008 05:48:00 AM - 0 comments
Sunday, March 09, 2008
These days are gone
Morning falls like rain into the city life
There goes another night
Losing my breath in waves
Knowing that ever crash is bleading the hourglass
And taking the strife from all our lives

Everyone keeps talking
They promise you everything
But they don't mean anything

We may loose our focus
There's just too many words
We're never meant to learn
And we don't feel so alive

Move your hands in circles
Keeping me hypnotized
The power behind your eyes
Move around your bedroom cursing the naked sky
You should be here tonight
But you stay alone and cry

There's something missing
You'll never feel it but you
You're gonna feel it when it's gone
When it's gone

Say goodbye, these days are gone
And we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
aviez scribbled at 3/09/2008 12:07:00 AM - 0 comments
Thursday, March 06, 2008
imagine
Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one
aviez scribbled at 3/06/2008 02:20:00 AM - 0 comments
Sunday, March 02, 2008
You're a part time lover and a full time friend
Closing time - open all the doors and let you out into the world.
Closing time - turn all the lights on over every boy and every girl.
Closing time - one last call for alcohol, so finish your whiskey or beer.
Closing time - you don't have to go home but you can't stay here.

I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time - time for you to go out to the places you will be from.
Closing time - this room won't be open 'til your brothers or you sisters come.

So gather up your jackets, and move it to the exits - I hope you have found a friend.

Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.
aviez scribbled at 3/02/2008 03:20:00 AM - 0 comments
Saturday, March 01, 2008
ups & downs

Good Old Times

Grandpa and Grandma always got very excited when they recalled the old days they were together. They made a decision one day to make it "yesterday once more". So they made a date on the river bank that they used to go when they were young.

The next day, Grandpa got up 6 am in the morning, dashed to the bank, picked up a big bunch of wild flowers before sunrise, waited there for his sweetheart to come. But Grandpa ended in disappointment- Grandma never showed up even after sunset.

Grandpa went home in such anger. He opened the door, seeing grandma lying on the sofa with her pillow. He threw the flowers on the floor and questioned: " Why didn't you come to our date?!!"

Grandma hid her head in the pillow and replied shyly: "Mom didn't allow me to go".

______________________

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seem to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Baby, you're not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl
I said, baby, you're not lost

"Lost" by Michael Buble
aviez scribbled at 3/01/2008 03:05:00 AM - 0 comments
Saturday, February 23, 2008
What you need
I must say I really enjoyed my fortnight of 'R&R'.

And yes, half a month is actually sufficient to be able to 'recuperate' from whatever I was suffering from. If I was even diagnosed with anything in the first place. But for now, let's just say I really needed time off to adjust back to the country I've lived for more than a decade of my life. It's really quite hard getting used to travelling from one place to another without the dust or pollution, or be able to sleep peacefully through the night without waking up to anonymous bites on your body, or even simply walking on the streets without having to say a prayer everytime a stranger approaches.

I remember telling my supervisor that the first thing I wanted to do when I got back was to take a nice hot shower. And to clear my bowels. You see, not many actually have proper sanitation in their homes and just living day by day never seemed so challenging before. And if you ask me what was the most valuable lesson I learnt in my whole overseas internship stint, I'd proudly say it was "survival".

If only everyone has the chance to be thrown off to some country without these conveniences!

I'm sure that's when the fun begins.

But you see, that's all over now.
Brief handshakes and
numerous farewells aside, everyone has moved on. I must move on.

Honestly, one of the many reasons why I wanted to hop on a jet bound north was because I really needed the time to be away to think through things. Things that I wasn't really prepared to muse over at that point of time. I figured, I could very well use the time, distance and exposures to actually come to a conclusion that'll help me decide in time to come.

And so I've finally reach that point. I've got to admit, although some things didn't change and the fact remains that I swear triple the times I used to before, I can't stress enough that I'm really grateful for everything that I was able to experience.

But as for now, I'd have to concentrate on convincing myself that I'm not leaving again come next month because my system's gotten used to the nomadic lifestyle. And yeah, I need a job. Because I'm not really cut out to be a bum.
aviez scribbled at 2/23/2008 04:42:00 AM - 0 comments
Friday, February 22, 2008
when it's in your hands
If you are one of those Filipino-(insert another country here) offspring, part of an entire generation of young adults who have lived and been raised "abroad", you should take time to read the following article.

Final Piece of a Puzzle
By Krisanne Alcantara
Philippine Daily Inquirer

Coming back to the Philippines in my adulthood is akin to the satisfaction of finding that final piece of the puzzle and placing it snugly where it belongs. It is like filling an empty space that you never knew existed. "Where have you been all these years?" I wondered, as sweat poured down my brow and I was almost killed by a reckless taxi driver.


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This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

"Stop and Stare" by One Republic
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aviez scribbled at 2/22/2008 02:28:00 AM - 0 comments
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Give me reason, but don’t give me choice
Alice came to a fork in the road...
"Which road do I take?"she asked.
"Where do you want to go?"responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know,"Alice answered.
Then said the cat,"it doesn't matter."
aviez scribbled at 2/21/2008 03:41:00 AM - 0 comments
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
same mistake
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

"Tears and Rain" by James Blunt
aviez scribbled at 2/20/2008 07:45:00 PM - 0 comments
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
my place
"Quit frownin' up and quit actin' like you don't like it"
aviez scribbled at 2/19/2008 01:45:00 AM - 0 comments
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Confessions of a Student Intern
As told by Avie Zharisse T. Mercado

“Do you know the difference between education and experience? Education is when you read the fine print; experience is what you get when you don't.”
-Pete Seeger

It is hardly necessary to recount the details. The very first time we stepped into the office, we were given proper introductions, like proper employees. Not a bad start, I thought.

______________________

Read the full story.
aviez scribbled at 2/16/2008 12:19:00 AM - 0 comments
Friday, February 08, 2008
leaving home for home
oh, the irony!

But it's everything that I've been anticipating for!

:)


I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong.

I don't regret this life I chose for me...
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.

Well, I'm going home.
aviez scribbled at 2/08/2008 05:44:00 AM - 0 comments
Monday, February 04, 2008
the streets of nowhere
Too many nights,
With too many faces
I don't know where I've been
Too many days
With too many places,
I don't know who I am

Drive into the lights
The streets are like rain clouds
Dripping into the night

Wheels keep on turning
The sky is still burning

And the stars make a picture
aviez scribbled at 2/04/2008 04:35:00 PM - 0 comments
Friday, February 01, 2008
the finish line
Can I get a "Yay!" over at that corner?
How about a "Whoo-hoo!" over at that side?

Now, now, don't be stingy on your hip-hip-hurrays! There's a whole lot of reason to celebrate and I'm not going to let you be a party-pooper just because you're not in it. hmph.

But now's not the time to sulk. It's time to be glad despite the festive seasons far flung behind us (well, there's CNY and Vday around the corner so technically that's not true. but heck, this is far worth more than your hongbaos combined! well, no. I'll take that back.)

Congratulations!

Who would have thought that the 20 weeks would pass like that?!

Aaah...
The taste of self-gratification/relief/sadness/joy/pain/anxiety/suffering/discovery/maturity/ all rolled to one. The smell of accomplishment. The sweet sound of clinkin' glasses and frothing beer cans. The feeling of disposing the millstone off your back and seeing invisible strings cut loose.

For you know that it's finally over, my friend.

:)

"You've done well.. And that's all I can say.
Well, I'm also satisfied...
And it's not easy satisfying me. So there."
aviez scribbled at 2/01/2008 02:37:00 PM - 1 comments
Thursday, January 31, 2008
the benchmark
Sometimes, life's inequalities isn't really justified by having a bullyrag for a boss.
  • I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid.
  • I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant.
  • Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view.
  • The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.
  • Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental.
  • I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.
  • I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.
  • Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial.
  • You sound reasonable... Time to up my medication.
  • Someday, we'll look back on this, laugh nervously and change the subject.
aviez scribbled at 1/31/2008 09:50:00 PM - 0 comments
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
the closing syndrome
She was in the room, half awake, half asleep
The walls seem to alter angles
Elongating and shrinking alternately
Then twisting around completely so that she was on the opposite side of the room
A trick of the light, she thought

Caffeine in the blood, caffeine on the brain, bad well water
Set off a chain reaction, and a desparate set of principles.

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"Effort is only effort when it begins to hurt."
-José Ortega y Gassett
aviez scribbled at 1/30/2008 09:36:00 PM - 0 comments
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
so here i go
just a week and a half more before we can kiss this "bondage" goodbye!
in fact, it's just 7 working days more.

i've got 4 articles under my belt. plus a report to complete before the end of the month. yes, it's that easy and difficult to do.

now, we're experiencing a power failure at the office. which means, no ventilation, no internet and no people. yups, the latter is actually because everyone else's asses are bounded for a meeting that's why we have an hour or so to roast in the fourth floor.

and by the way, excuse the random post because that's what happens when you're stuck in the office for far too long.

ugh.

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So while I'm turning in my sheets
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong

There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy, does it show?
I lose the track that loses me
aviez scribbled at 1/23/2008 04:00:00 PM - 0 comments
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
bubble, bubble, toil and trouble
I shall not be discreet.
The only thing I'm going to advise is that if you're eating right now, it's best you come back later before you read the next few lines.

Well, for one, my tummy decided that it has enough of whatever I've been consuming. So it went on a strike and I ended up puking and sh*tting alternatively. And it's really not funny when you rush into the toilet, in a streak of sudden urgency, and find yourself caught in some dilemna of not being sure which side you have to put facing the bowl- your face or your butt.

And it's not even amusing (I swear I'll jab your jaw if I hear so much as a chuckle from you!) when you're reduced to rejecting every single morsel of diet inserted in your trap. A minute or less, you'll end up seeing the gooey remainants of what looked like your noodles or the yellow liquid that existed from the pit of your stomach.

One word- GROSS!

The irony really is the fact that we haven't been eating anything out of the ordinary at all! Our meals consist of anything from a restaurant, cafe or fast food outlets. Which is really sad because truth be told, every single grub isn't satisfying at all. And I'm speaking without any hint of biasness, unfairness, maliciousness or whatever other "ness" there is. I'm supposed to be enjoying the food here of all places, dammit!!

Chow time isn't even something I'm looking forward to, which is the biggest disappointment I have concerning this country. my country!

But then again, it does help me lose all the pounds I gain previously in Bangkok. So I guess, it's a fair deal after all. Just that, please, give my buttocks a break!

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"When an illness knocks you on your ass, you should stay down and relax for a while before trying to get back up." -Candea Core-Starke
aviez scribbled at 1/22/2008 02:21:00 PM - 1 comments
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
my own star
today we went on an outdoor shoot. an on-location shoot for a television soap box opera. actually, we weren't supposed to be there but I guess our sup found a small glint of kindness in his heart to let us off for the day. Imagine that- OFF for the day! but we went back to the office anyway since we've got work to do. talk about passion! sheesh.


anyway, we met so many faces and learnt more about each's task on set. it was really like location video production back in 1st year. but, more professional and faster. it was really chop chop and bam, next scene. the only slow parts during the shoot was the change of set up and scenes. and of course, lunch break. but did I mention faster? cause each take was really fast. and it was incredible how these people seem to know exactly what to do. they make it look as though they've been doing this for more than a decade. or have they?

they also have an OB van, which by the way we called "a truck". and we didn't realise our mistake until all of them suddenly got flusterred and the Executive Producer said that they should bring their better vehicle next time before word gets spread around in Singapore that it's "a truck". haha..


anyway, about the truck, or OB van (whatever O or B stands for) it's like the control room in TV Studio Production. So basically, it's like a combination of LocVid and TVProd. Real cool. And all of the people on the set seems to have the coolest job ever. Well, we're talking TV here, of course.

We also got free ice cream, given chairs to sit, fetched water, and it's really wonderful to get such a nice treatment just because we're the director's friend. it's really great to have contacts, ain't it. and that's how it works there as well.

Other stuff I learnt:
  • extras are called talents and are paid P300 the entire day.
  • on the other hand, actors get between 10,000 to 40,000
  • the assistant director does all the dirty work
  • the director has the coolest job but gets his butt kicked too when the show flops.
  • actors call sleep a luxury because most of them haven't had a wink for an average of 3 days. Normally though, some would go without sleep for a week. Talk about hard working. they also don't get much privacy and don't get to do stuff that they don't normally do. even as simple as smoking a cigar.
  • they pay alot for PR. ALOT.
  • they love doing movies more because it's more exciting and less pressuring because at least they get sufficient time to memorise their lines.
  • to be an actor, you've got to have super power memorising abilities.
  • 80% of Filipinos, at one point of their life, want/wanted to be an actor.
  • it's difficult to trust anyone when you're in showbiz. everyone and anyone can be your good friends but they're still your competitor at the end of the day.
  • most of them have no regrets joining the industry.
  • like he said, he acts for free and gets paid by the publicity he sees everywhere.
  • and last but not least, actors are vain. period.

but despite their affinity towards themselves, one can't help but ogle at those pecs and chiselled good looks. i mean, how many times do you actually get to talk to an actor 1-on-1? so i took the chance to interview him and get as much information as I can. and it was really nice chatting to someone famous, although it was really quite irritating each time a fan comes forward asking for a photograph or two.

and it was also quite refreshing to talk about travelling with a stranger. i did manage to sell Cambodia and I know I did a pretty good job cause the dude's now pretty convinced to grab his backpack and head across to Siem Reap! But who am I to talk about adventures, when this lad went on a 3-week stint across Europe on his own. and alone too! dang! Next stop, I'll head to Venice. And the Grand Canyon too!!

anyway, it was really nice talking to him, although I've got to be honest, it was rather awkward because hey, he's a freaking actor! and a good-looking one too! truth be told, his skin is so flawless because of the make-up, you just can't help but stare. and of course, how can i forget that the muscles are all in the right places!


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I want a brand new house
On an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
For ten plus me

I'll need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet

I'm gonna dress my ass
With the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
Blow my money for me

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

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aviez scribbled at 1/16/2008 06:42:00 PM - 0 comments
Friday, January 04, 2008
stop & stare
Sometimes you've got to take life by its balls.

That's what I learnt after realising that being nice doesn't necessary mean that you always have to be at the losing end.


Welcome home, Avie.


I had an eventful flight.
That's actually a nice way to put it, really. I mean, I didn't expect to:
  • Be 10 minutes past the flight schedule and the last person to board the plane.
  • Run around the airport hunting for a money changer and be sent away because they're far too lazy to serve me!
  • Be charged a freaking 1,400Baht for an excess baggage of 7kg!!!!! #*@^!
And the next thing I knew, I was sandwhiched in between a crying baby and a snoring man who just wouldn't want to wake up from his slumber. Plus, I had to do some babysitting duties while the mom was in the wash room and time apparently stood still when I had that toddler in my arms. I was just happy to return her to where she came from because my arms were aching by the time her mom came back. and that would futher prove the point that I won't be having a baby any time soon. and fyi, soon would mean 10 years, thank you very much.

Anyway, we got out of the "airport-next-door" (yes, that's how i'm going to describe that white-washed walls of a place) after much confusion. I really felt so out of place, ironically. I guess my only consolation was watching the sunrise through groggy sleepless eyes and seeing the streets come alive amidst the pollution and honking buses.

I shall tell you about our hotel another day because that will take us another hour. But nonetheless, we caught up on loss sleep.

The day went quicker and soon we found ourselves being toured and orientated around our "new office". After 10,000 "hello's", "hi's" and "nice to meet you's", we then had a meeting- a freaking seriously meeting, as if we're not jetlagged enough.

Anyway, after all that was over, past dinner, while trying to weave ourselves into a blend of cars and people, my supervisor threw me a matter of fact question:

"Do you know what the first thing this city teaches you?"

I shook my head.

"Fear, my friend. Fear."


Not even a day here and I'm already learning a handful of life's lessons. I can't imagine what a month would have in store for me then.

I guess it's true when they say that you'll learn to be brave here. And not just to put up a brave front.


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Cross the border,
Into the big bad world
where it takes you 'bout an hour
just to cross the road
just to stumble across another poor old soul from
the dreary old lanes to the high-street madness

I fight with my brain to believe my eyes
and it's harder than you think
to delay the sadness
that creeps up my spine
and haunts me through the night
and I'm wondering 'round
searching for the change that I've lost somehow

These streets have too many names for me
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know


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aviez scribbled at 1/04/2008 11:14:00 PM - 0 comments
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
exposures
Here are the some of the many highlights of two-double-o-seven.

:)

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Truth be told, there plenty more worth mentioning! And they're all stored in my heart or my trusty hard disk of albums. haha..

Either way, they all have a story to tell and I'm just glad I'm able to experience them!

aviez scribbled at 1/02/2008 11:33:00 AM - 0 comments


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